Hey Gam,
I’ve been thinking about how to tell you this for a while. Sempat kepikiran juga, bikin web cuma buat confess is probably a little too much. But honestly, I’d rather be a little extra than keep throwing hints at you and berharap kamu ngerti sendiri. So here it is. I like you. And it’s not just because talking to you is fun or because we get along. I genuinely like getting to know you. I wanna know what you think about things, even when your opinion is completely different from mine. Kalau kita disagree, aku nggak pengen buru-buru bikin kamu setuju sama aku. I’d rather hear you out. And I’m not only interested in the version of you that’s easy to like. Kalau kamu lagi capek, bad mood, quiet, atau simply nggak feel like talking, that’s still you. And I still wanna know that side of you too. Aku nggak punya some perfect idea of what we would look like together. Maybe it’ll be awkward sometimes. Maybe I’ll misunderstand you. Maybe we’ll argue over something stupid and laugh about it later. I don’t know. But I’d like to find out. Aku pengen kita bisa talk things through, listen to each other, and figure things out as we go. I don’t need us to be perfect. I just want it to be real. So yeah, this is me finally asking you properly. I wanna take you on a date. Nothing too serious or fancy. Kita bisa cari makan, jalan somewhere, ngobrol sampai bingung mau pulang atau lanjut ke tempat lain. Honestly, the plan doesn’t matter that much. I just wanna spend that time with you. And maybe make some actual memories instead of cuma bikin imaginary plans di kepala aku. If you’re not sure how you feel yet, that’s completely okay. Take your time. Aku nggak mau kamu merasa harus say yes just because I made all of this for you. You don’t owe me the answer I want. I just wanted you to know how I really feel. And I’m glad I finally told you.
Love,
Ej
